Voila.... last ball has been bowled and I scored not a glorious six but a modest 2 runs of it....... well actually I am happy I managed to save my bails from flying off.......
heaved a sigh of relief and came back to pavilion feeling as if I had just conquered the last frontier... (GOD what was I thinking!)
well yes ..... the exams are over....... yuppie......
Is that what Iam supposed to feel YUPPIE? but Iam far from feeling it....
though there is something that borders on feeling relieved, I am not at peace yet...
Ofcourse the exams are over , but their completion brings with them a never before seen clarity on the things that lie ahead......
Its only then that the actual thing seeps in... the realization that its TIME... finally...
to be geared up, to look forward not backward , to make crucial decisions on things you ve been pondering for the past 2 years......
did i say pondering? its such a mild word!! Its has to be a much stronger word.... what is the word that aptly describes a churning, storming,gruelling session with ur brain....?
In an ideal situation , it must not be so tough , you just have to ask yourself the question ... yes that is all...... but alas .... its sad but true.. its not a ideal situation in this case... so cant harbour any utopian dreams !!!
so when things stare you in the face , there is no escaping anymore!!!!! as i said its time....
phew! I almost sound like I have a timebomb clicking away by my side......
but........ ticking away ........ is it not?
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